fingertips have memories by cor mother once said dont make that face too long or itll stay like that by the same rote reasoning if you hold something long enough your body gets stuck in that puzzle piece kind of way where it only fits with the piece it was aligned to by the jigsaw and for months afterward no body feels quite the same as the one that once wiggled vigorously in your arms as it slept and shook and made love and like an experienced musician your hands always knew where to go to get to the right notes and you always knew who you can call at three oclock in the morning when theres a noise you dont recognize damnit i miss that i feel like a fool saying i want to cut the chase out of my life and have that again right now let everyone else percolate im perfectly pleased to be sleeping with the newly familiar