It Could Start, It Could End (It Could Remain The Same) (a Poem)
There is
What I want to do
What I should do
What I shouldn’t do
And what I need to do
And I know that
Either/any/all/many
Of these options would
Be pleasing to me
But overall
What I actually may
End up doing is not
Any of these things
Or at least, not all
Of them.
I may end up just doing
One,
And at least that will
Be enough
Eventually I may come
To find whether that
I have made the right
Out of all the possible
Or that maybe I have
Made the wrong out of all
The possible.
Oh well,
This decision will
Affect everything, and
I accept that responsibility.
It is My future,
My past,
And My present.
And that decision,
This decision,
That need and desire
This which will be fulfilled
And that which won’t.
These moments are mine
My moments
I am my own God.